Losing My Family Due To My Boyfriend's Cocaine Addiction
I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for three years now and we have been battling his addiction to cocaine and alcohol ever since.
I thought we were out of the woods when he decided to get sober from cocaine last December, and when that stopped his drinking slowed down as well, I thought we were finally going to be happy.
So it has been almost a year and a half now, and we now find ourselves expecting a baby. I am currently three months pregnant, and I was beginning to notice that my boyfriends drinking was becoming increasingly more excessive, but I thought maybe was he just a little nervous and I was hoping he would settle down as soon as his shock wore off.
Unfortunately yesterday I found out that he has been using cocaine again and has been for 2 months. The worst part of it all is that he has been lying to my face for two months and it doesn't faze him.
I don't think I can go through everything with him all over again. I am so stressed, so hurt, so alone, and I feel like my image of a happy family is shattering.
This situation can't be good for the baby, I think I have to leave him, but I love him so much, he is the most incredible person when he is sober. I don't know what to do; I am so depressed and confused.