I Lost My Entire Life to Dope: Living the Nightmare of my ex-Husband's Addiction to Heroin and Meth
My ex husband Bob (all names changed) - smoked our entire life. We were married 17 years and together for 19. HE was an ok husband. Good provider but kind of an asshole.
He was very successful in his career and I was in the same field. It was the restaurant business. He had an opportunity in Alaska and we took it. I say we because I thought we were a team. Who knew we were not? Like he said it was all him. I knew that. Or did I?
He is now a heroin addict with meth and crack abuse thrown in as well. The meth monsters came to visit me. I first met them in Oct 2008 when I was accused of sleeping with his brother. That was nothing. The meth monsters are very amazing creatures. They can make all things possible. I was accused of having sex in the walls with my employees that were incarcerated over 30 miles away.
The final straw was when smoke was coming out of the ceilings. Only those on meth could see it. Maybe you had to be up for nine days too. This is so complex that I have had several former meth addicts tell me that they have never seen anyone go off the freakin edge like this.
He is a wack a doodle wing nut! I think this could be a lifetime story because we were the perfect All American success story - We both came from middle class families and we had a huge home and were living the big American dream. I was living a nightmare and I still am. It will never end.
If I was suicidal I would kill myself but I do not believe in that. I need to be alone I guess. My new boyfriend tonight told me that I ruin everything. Here we go again. I don't want to be around the drugs and he was tweakin so I guess I do ruin everything.
I need a boyfriend or really just a friend that is clean and free of the drugs. I am going to go back into hibernation. I am so depressed.